Yannnno,
I can’t even explain the things that have been running through my head the past few days. Every possible outcome, I’ve thought about it. I constantly told myself I can’t be happy, that I don’t deserve to be, and that I’m just not anymore. The more I thought about it, I just realized its stupid. Even though yeah, some days I’m not happy, but I’d take those few days over being unhappy for a long time without you. You make me smile. You pick me up when I’m down. You let me fall asleep laying on you while you’re uncomfortable, just so that I can be. You make things so open, that I’ve never been shy around you. I can be who I am, and you love me for that. Even if you disagree with things I say or do, you let me do them and let me know you’re gonna be right there. I just have so many unexplainable feelings for you, and the butterflies to prove it. You mean more to me than anyone I’ve ever come across. I can’t believe that through all the times I’ve treated you like shit, yelled at you, pushed you around, and hurt you, you’re still there. I can’t thank you enough for that.
«We all have a congenital hole in our heart. It comes down to how we go about filling it that matters.» John Mayer
(Source: supernaturalwanderlust, via jmquotes)
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